Sunday, September 1, 2013

Too Pale


Growing up I was always very confused by the idea of race. I first noticed that I was not normal when people in elementary began bullying me by calling me adopted because my black father would pick me up from school. Apparently since I wasn’t dark skinned there was no way he could have been my biological father so I had to have been adopted.
Being mixed placed me in a weird limbo state of race because I was never able to fully racialized into either ethnicity. I culturally felt very black growing up because I would do things like attend black church, get my hair braided and eat a lot of soul food.  But the truth is no matter how culturally black I am I will still never truly know what it is like to be black in America because I will never experience being pulled over due to racial profiling or feel discriminated against because of my skin color.  In counterpart I will also never know what it means to totally be white.
Racialization is defined as the formation of a new racial identity in which new ideological boundaries of differences are drawn around a formerly unnoticed group of people. I think that America should start to racialization mixed people as a new racial identity because we don’t really have a category that we truly conform with.

4 comments:

  1. Hi Faith! Although I am not of mixed race, I can see how it would be confusing for someone in that situation. You said that you do not completely feel part of one side because you are not racialized into a certain race, but this could also be looked at in a positive way: you have the ability to gain insight on both sides of the race spectrum. I think that it's pretty cool that you are able to learn about both cultures and their differences.
    -Kathleen

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  2. Hi Faith,

    After reading your post, I thought back about the "Invisible Knapsack of White Privileges." If a white person were to have been raised culturally black, I wonder how he/she would feel about the concept of such privileges. Would this person take advantage of having privileges? Would he/she see it as unfair and stand up against it?
    I feel like if this concept were brought up by a white person who is culturally black, more of the public would start to notice/think of how active white privilege might be.

    Cynthia Tai

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  3. Hello,

    I find your last proposal interesting. To have a unique category to identify with would mean the government would have to list every possible "mix" of races. I believe since there are too many possibilities to mix races, they simply allow "other" to represent mixed race people. However, I do feel you on that same topic. Whenever I don't see "Chicano/a" on a government form, I choose "other". Personally, I feel as if this category does no represent what I wish to identify as at all. By checking the "other" box, I believe it makes people feel excluded and different.Great job on your post!(:

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  4. Hi Faith,

    Thanks for sharing your thoughts on this topic. It was very interesting and eye-opening to hear about your personal experiences. I appreciate the fact that you are able to approach other sides of this situation objectively and you're able to analyze both sides, like being considered white or being considered black.

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